loving_you
10:49 29-05-2004 Тебе
Прощальное

куда все ушло? испарилось?
куда делось все то тепло,
которое в сердце таилось..
которое жИло на зло
всем бедам, что нас окружали,
всем ссорам, что шли по пятам..
скажи, мы ведь не изменяли
друг другу.. ты клялся.. а сам?
и слезы глаза наполняют,
и я не могу перестать
рыдать.. пусть все люди узнают,
как трудно мне было терять..
а ты? неужели ты мимо,
пройдешь и не скажешь прости?
неужто так просто и смело
ты наши разводишь пути?
неужто на сердце спокойно?
неужто оно стало льдом?
мне странно.. мне страшно и больно,
что ты стал мне злейшим врагом..
ты помнишь мечты? мы мечтали,
что будем однажды вдвоем..
зачем же мы их растоптали?
зачем их убили живьем?
ты помнишь глаза мои? слезы,
прощанья, объятья и дождь..
ты помнишь?? и ты не жалеешь?
что больше меня не вернешь??
ты помнишь мои поцелуи?
неужто тебе все равно,
что больше ты не испытаешь
объятий последних тепло?
пусть так.. но теперь, на прощанье,
скажи, ты любил хоть меня??
неужто твои обещанья,
не стоили даже рубля?
===
я верю, все может вернуться,
что ты в мою дверь постучишь.
и я вновь смогу улыбнуться,
услышав:"я буду с тобою, малыш.."

28.05.2004
Комментарии:
Тривиальное чтиво
14:40 29-05-2004
Очень хорошо... Что-то из личного [моего] даже... :)
Black_cat
03:02 30-05-2004
Тривиальное чтиво=) спасибо
Гость
19:50 10-06-2004
I LIKED U R DNEVNIK SO MUCH AND THATS WHY I WANT T5O KNOW SOMETHING MORE ABOUT U . CAN I ELIGIBLE FOR THAT? IF YES THEN I WILL GIVE MY E-MAIL ADRESS IN MY NEXT COMMENTARY
loving_you
18:44 11-06-2004
yes. if you want to know about me something else - I'll talk eith you.
Гость
19:50 11-06-2004
thanks for giving me a chance to know something more about you

do you know on 7' nth TIME I READ YOUR DNEVNIK TODAY FROM YOUR FIRST ZAPIS TO LAST. AND I AM FEELING LITTLE DIFFRENT ,I CANT EXPRESS HOW I AM FEELING ,BUT ITS QUITE NERVOUS.I DID'NT UNDERSTAND YET THAT < WHAT KIND OF PERSON YOU ARE? > IN YOUR DNEVNIK I FOUND HAPPINESS,NERVOUSNESS, A TRUE LOVE, A TRUE AND HONEST GIRL, A VERY TEMPARABLE GIRL, ONE GIRL ON WHICH EFFECTS EVRY THING WHICH IS HAPPENING IN THIS WORLD, I FOUND HERE A STREGTH OF LOVE ,,,,,,,
and thats why i want to know something more and more about u...............
loving_you
21:52 11-06-2004
Wow.. I have no words.. Thanx for that.. Hmm.. What do you want to know about me and my life? I have no secrets. Maybe we can talk in chat? Or.. Do you have ICQ? My number is: 4992015. And.. May I have a question? Why do you write to me in English? You don't know Russian? Than how did you read my diary?
Гость
18:34 14-06-2004
hello there
you asked me do i know russian?
yes I can read,write,understandand and talk russian language but its not my mother toungue ,thats why I am not able to use russian key-board <klavnatura>on computer and therefore I am writting you in english...
you asked me how do I know your dnevnik
your dnevniks name is "loving you" and it's quite impressive therefore I think every one who reads your dnevnik's name ,he or she will read your dnevnik .and by the way it's one of the selected beutiful dnevniks from this site.
very soon I WILL try to find you on i.c.q. till then good by.....
Гость
18:37 14-06-2004
and one more thing why you are not writting your next 'zapis"? from 29 may you are writting only commentaries/
i am waiting your next zapis
loving_you
19:35 14-06-2004
Значит, я могу писать на русском. Я не писала с тех пор потому что не знаю что писать... У меня есть другой дневник. Который я веду. И которому уже год. Он находится на другом сервере. Если ты захочешь, можешь зайти: http://www.diary.ru/~fallen-angell
Буду ждать, когда у тебя появится ICQ.

Regyna
Гость
18:58 15-06-2004
congratulations,,,,,,,,,,,,, a lot
at last he wrote you< on napisal tebya>
and you are happy
may your happiness will forever
Гость
19:00 15-06-2004
ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
sorry sorry sorry ..........
it's zapis from dnevnik "waves" and i thought it's yours................and thats why i wrote you last commentery
loving_you
00:00 16-06-2004
nothing =)
but I'm completely O.K..
see you in ICQ later..
Гость
19:55 16-06-2004
HELLO THERE......
from yesterday I am reading your other dnevnik"FALLEN -ANGEL"......
I LIKED THAT VERY MUCH BUT YET NOT COMPLETED BECAUSE IT'S ALREADY 84 PAGES.... THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS WHICH QUITE HIGH FROM MY ABILITY OF UNDERSTANDING......
BUT IT'S VERY BEUTIFUL AND BEST DNEVNIK ....THANKS FOR GIVING ME A CHANCE TO READ YOUR DNEVNIK..THANKS A LOT......
YOU KNOW I AM PREPARING FOR QUESTIONS WHICH TO BE ASKED TO YOU ....IT'S QUITE A LONG LIST ...BUT I AM SURE YOU WILL LIKE TO ANSWER THAT.......
AND ONE MORE THING I AM DOWNLOADING I.C.Q. MESSANGER ON MY COMPUTER ....YOU KNOW HERE MOST OF PEOPLES ARE USING YAHOO MESSANGER ....BUT DONT WORRY I WILL CONTACT YOU SOON ON I.C.Q.
WISH YOU BEST LUCK
Гость
20:00 16-06-2004
I AM FEELING VERY PLEASURE TO TELL YOU THAT YOU ARE THE FIRST PERSON WHOSE DNEVNIK I READ< YA CHITAL> FROM FIRST TO LAST ....YOUR BOTH TWO DNEVNIKS........BECAUSE I LIKE YOUR WRITTING VERY MUCH.......I AM QUITE IMPRESSED FROM YOUR DNEVNIKS ........
loving_you
21:37 16-06-2004
*laughing* thx.. I'll wait for you in ICQ.. Hmm.. Do you have MSN? If yes, here is my name in MSN: [email]dohlaja_koshka@hotmail.com[/email]
Гость
15:55 20-06-2004
heloo there
pls tell me at what time you always use internet? so that I will try to chat you online on internet
Black_cat
16:35 20-06-2004
Хммм.... Я в интернете бываю днем. Обычно с 14:00 (по Москве) и до 00:00. Если никуда не ухожу. Но вечером я бываю каждый день. (Это после 21:00 (по Москве))
Гость
16:20 22-06-2004
hello there
i will be on i.c.q. on 22 june at 17.30. (moscow time)
waiting you
Гость
16:32 22-06-2004
my icq no is 325998527
Гость
15:52 23-06-2004
i will be on i.c.q. on 23 june at 15.00 and 17.30
wait you there
Гость
16:02 23-06-2004
i will be on i.c.q. on 23 june from 18.30 to 20.oo moscow time
Гость
19:39 23-06-2004
HELLO THERE
I THINK GOD DOEN'T WANTS NOW OUR MEETING ON I.C.Q. THATS WHY WE ARE UNABLE TO MEET EACH OTHER.
ANYWAY HOPE WE WILL MEET SOON ON I.C.Q.
I HAVE GONE THROUGH YOUR BOTH TWO DNEVNIKS .... AND AS I TOLD YOU I LIKED YOUR BOTH TWO DNEVNIKS VERY MUCH......
AS YOUR SUBJECT OF DNEVNIK IS 'LOVE' ..LET US TALK ABOUT LOVE
<<WHAT IS YOUR MEANING OF LOVE?WHAT IS MEANING OF TRUE LOVE? HOW MUCH IMPORTANCE OF SEX IN LOVE?DO YOU THINK IT COMPULSORY HAPPENS WITH EVERYONE WITH THE SAME INTENSITY?>>( i am asking some personal questions for that pls excuse me if you dont want to answer it's o.k.)
RUSSIAN FEDERATIONS STATISTICS DEPARTMENT PUBLISHED A REPORT ON MAY-2004 ABOUT RUSSIAN MENTALITY....IN THAT REPORT IT'S NOTED THAT << AVERAGELY IN RUSSIAN PEOPLES LOVES (MALE AND FEMALE) ATLEAST 3 OR 4 TIMES IN LIFE. IT MEANS GENRALY EVERY RUSSIAN PERSON FELTS IN LOVE 3-4 TIMES IN LIFE....... DO YOU THINK IT'S TRUE LOVE? DO YOU THINK ONE PERSON CAN FELL IN LOVE MORE THAN ONE TIME.....?>>
I KNOW EVERY PERSON IS HAVING DIFFERENT ANSWERS FOR ABOVE MENTIONED QUESTIONS BUT AS I LOVE YOUR DNEVNIK I WANT TO KNOW SOMETHING MORE ABOUT U AND THATS WHY I WANT THESE ANSWERS .....I THINK YOU WILL LIKE TO ANSWER THAT...........
ONE MORE QUESTION---- ONCE IN YOUR DNEVNIK YOU WROTE THAT YOU LIKE LONELYNESS(ODINICHESTVA) ,,,, WHY DO U LIKE THAT?
YOU WROTE IN YOUR DNEVNIK THAT YOU LIKE HAPPINESS (RADAST) TOO. I THINK EVERYONE LIKES HAPPINESS AND EVRYONE IS IN SEARCH OF HAPPINESS..... BUT.. HERE I WANT TO TELL SOMETHING ,MAY BE YOU DONT LIKE....( REAL HAPPINESS LIES IN MAKING OTHERS HAPPY) THERE FORE PLS TRY TO BE HAPPY
ANYWAY YOU CAN WRITE ME ON MY E-MAIL ADRESS
[email]thealonewarrior@yahoo.co.uk[/email]
wish u all the best.
Гость
20:36 24-06-2004
i am very sorry ,,,,,,my i.c.q. connection is dissconnected ........i will try to meet on i.c.q. tommorrow on 18.30 moscow time
Гость
19:56 25-06-2004
I am very sorry i promised u but not able to connect on i.c.q. today
once again i am very sorry .............
by the way how r u ? .
i liked very much to talk with u yesterday ......... i am very glad...........it helped me to understand u..............
hope u too liked with talking with me..........(?) am i bored u on chatting? maybe you r thinking that this boy is having so much bore questions????????
i will wait you on internet tommorrow too.
if i will not able to connect i.c.q. then pls log in M.S.N. messenger . i will wait u there on 15.3o. to 16.30 and from 18.3o to 20.00 moscow time till then be happy and keep smilling.
Black_cat
22:24 25-06-2004
=))) All was great. I like to speak with you too.. I'll wayt for you tomorrow.
Измена
23:27 25-08-2004
Отличный стих, прям духовный..
loving_you
00:39 26-08-2004
Liebe-Lora душевный ;)
crazyjane
00:02 01-02-2006
очень очень понравилось)) если ты не против - запостила себе...
заодно и зафрендила))
loving_you
00:39 01-02-2006
crazyjane не против конечно ;))))