And why in life all so is arranged? You want to be with the unique favourite person, but can not? Why----> only it is unique a word knocks at you in a head...... In hands her letter...... She writes that likes, that misses, but I can not come..... Ah, lovely mine Тanya, you you see know that I love you! It is a little more.... Still it is not enough..........: ( on two pages verses..... her own........ devoted to me....... I re-read them already much time....: (........ Beside the knife lays.. .... Eyes fill tears... Simple movement and you are free, you soar, you can go to her.... But she will not see...... She will not understand....... I close eyes.... The person all in tears... Forces suffice only that I cut out her name on a hand...... A pain? it seems to me a Paradise, in comparison with a pain in heart........ hm..... You probably will not understand... We with tanya have got acquainted half-year back.. When I was thrown by the guy.. .... She has rescued me from the Hospital for sincere patients.... Now I love only her...... Who can against unisex love? To me all the same that think of me...... I with her still had only year....... And all....... And is farther? What will be farther? I shall live far from her..... I shall not sustain... I shall die....: ( on a hand slowly thin струйкой blood creeps... Scarlet........ I recollect as we with her walked.... As she laughed..... As embraced...... Fingers shiver.. Hardly I get on keys.... From within pierces a pain...... She drives to a throat.... And I can not constrain shout.... tanya! You believe in love? These are her last words to me...... The death costs that to live..... The love costs that to wait...... But to wait for that? How many to wait? And whether it is necessary for the sake of die to live?....... Why....... Why........