ohhh sh!t ... I got a crush on this guy in my JROTC, history and math class I know him for second semester now ... but for some reason I noticed him just now ..
the thing is that my friedn Alicja decided to talk to him and she did .. during lunch period
now ... I'll rewrite note that she wrote to me :

"So I asked him what he thinks about u and he asked me what does she thinks about me ? and than I'll tell u what I think of her. so I said .. that I think she likes u. he said - I like her to . so did u guys thought about maybe going out or like hang out. he said - what do u mena , sure I would love to go out with her. and I said maybe u should ask her out ...."

I was like .. wow after ... I read this note ... and extrimly happy and sh!t
so tomorrow is Valentines day .. and I decided to give him card .. but card is very weird ..
on front Snoopy says : I have a delivery for y♥u on valentine's day
and inside it says "and it's already been signed for.
Date:Feb 14th
Delivery: One Kiss
From: (I wrote) Alina *and devil smile face )))*

and I decided to kiss him on a cheek .... now I feel kind of stupied .. but I won't be a chiken and I'll do it .. will see what gonna happen next the thing is I'll do it on the first class that I got with him ...

awwwwwwwwww I scared a little ......

Состояние: hoping everything will work out the way I want it to work out )))