Gush I like my english. In fact it is more captivating to read my english notes than the russian ones. It is like wtf did I really write this? I am so different when I say something in english. It is probably because what u say defines you, just as much as what u do or what you look like. It is even more like what you are than what you are defined as. A person is what he/she does or says or wears or doesn't wear, and how he/she looks or doesn't look at things. It is more like your soul that is what you feel and your mind that is what you think. The mind and the soul are probably in the basis of what kind of person you are, and the other ones' souls and minds are what defines and what part you actually play in life. It is a system. A system to take advantage of. A system which is perfectly suited for the human race as a whole, since it is the only way we can exist: in dependency of one another.