It's so painfully to recognize, that you don't know anything 'bout life, when you thought you do.
I watch my friends and known people, i see their feelings, i recognize - when i thought i've been suferring, it was just a self-lie. When i've been studiously bypassed all the difficult and dangerous places, they lived whole lives, no matter, if that was painful sometimes...
Sometimes i really hate that part of me, that make me careful.

В ритме Linkin Park - Part of Me
В общем, recognizing myself as a weakling