Sometimes it's too difficult to say something, especialy in English. Why don't I write in Russian? Good question. The thing is that I have to pass TOEFL in March and my level of English is terribly low. And I have to practise in typing too.
I find it very hard to convey my thoughts, feelings and impressions in English. Moreover, I don't like my way of speaking. I can't use usual for me different pithy sayings, funy occasionalismes, sometimes slang words just because I don't know its translation. It's unpleasant. I need to check almost all words in the dictionary. It's difficult, boring and takes realy much time.
I wish I'd pass my test. If not.. I don't know what I'll do then..