Nastazy
00:04 14-12-2003
Ubit klaviaturu. Chto slychilos so shriftom?)))))
Eto zabavlaet. Naryadu s istoshnimi voplyami moih lubimikch Lacrimas Profundere.
I'm done with this damn russian letters transliteration. Will be using the right way to speak - to spell the words able to spell. Well.. the day has gone.. I was nearly in tears on my wake up and now i am philosophically deprived of all the previous troubles. They haven't went away at all still I have found the way to be in peace with myself.
The step 1st:
I decided to cut all the threads joint me with the man. I gathered all the things he had presented and threw them to the corridor. The place will be the crypt for them till the things I gave Korhiell were nit returned to me.
The step 2nd:
I spent all the time after wake up with the friends. They helped me a lot though didn't consider that at all. Finally we have talken over I am making the text for the new theme.. as a serious joke it was discussed I am to sing the composed myself. The recording will be conducted at my home. Well.. in case the Glory wishes to be made under the roof of my house I have no reasons to disagree.
The step 3rd:
has returned the custom of reading.
The step4th:
called to Dima... did it myself for the first time! He was glad and we will go for a walk tomorrow. Still I was wrong whe agreed to meet with another guy to wlak to the cemetry. I'm planning to crash one significant thing there. Need that to say the final goodbuye to the past.
Have finished the Skull/ The drawing is quite expressive - seems it's noted the oic was drown with one my hand cut. There are even the blood smeared and reminds an aquarelle.
Eevrything is to pass, right? I am hurted more than somewhen before by the oerson I haven't done anything harmful. That's the case! It's too small to kill me and too astonishing to let me keep the calmness.. well the war inside me would stop one day.
For now I have some nice music as the peace-makers and healers. Placebo and Muse were mentioned. The Queen has returned into the hard rotation! Haven't listened to them for 3 years approximately. And.. today I was presented with some music - all the works of Tristania, Lacrinas Profundere, Nocturnus, Lacrimosa.. Thus -

now playing: Lacrimas Profundere/And The Wings Embrace Us
Current mood: sleepy