although there might be feelings remaining, people part ways.
future cannot be built only on feelings. people suffer, break free, and see the reality that hurts both parties.
the attitude, the actions, the non-actions, the injuries, the behavior, the beautiful moments... become equally depreciated. in the end, they are memories that bring pain. overcoming pain, just moving on.
it hurts. it's very painful. it's morphine painful.
I cannot believe I did this to him. I cannot believe even more that he was doing all that to me.