Your inner spirit is lost ...

... But you can help it if you want to. It seems that you are sort of negative about life, and haven't really got in-touch with your spirit yet. You need to take a good look at who you are, and accept yourself. Chances are, there is an amazing person underneath all the negativity and doubt. Just try to see your good traits, rather then your bad ones, and before you know it, you'll be happy and 100% in-touch with your true soul!