Мист
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21:30 07-12-2006 Maski-show
Why is almost everyone of us create masks for living in the society? Is that a result of our fear to change ourselves? Or is it a testament for our inability to be ourselves, to live our own lives?

I don't know why, but I afraid of people. Is that a platitude shyness, or I just haven't adapted for real life - I don't know. But it's really difficult for me sometimes to communicate with people, really fucking terrible... I'm just a teenage from a greenhouse...
It's because of that fact, that i have thinked up my own life. But the life beyond the window isn't a dream (at least, it's really enough). It's more cruel, more prosaic, damn - it's another life!

В ритме 3 Doors Down - My world
В общем, dually
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LostParadise
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13:58 08-12-2006
Mask are temporary invincible...But not their creator. So there is a choise - be weak or be temporary invincible and after some time change mask and ask urself again...
Blue or Red pill, Neo?
Мист
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21:17 08-12-2006
Invisible Wound
Is that a weekness - be yourself?
And, by the way, as i said early - i have been waited for "some time" too long.

Of course, it depends on only yourself - to wear or not a mask.
But it isn't an answer for my question.
(Maybe, Volj was right. I see no mening in this fucking empty words and phrases. To change mask we've got to do something, don't we?)
Amberrr
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22:37 08-12-2006
Is that a weekness - be yourself? Good question. And isn't is a weakness to show everybody how strong you are, when you are not? There's nothing more difficult than facing the cruel world as you are, without pretending to be cool, successful or self-confident.

You are to change something inside yourself, if you don't wan't to be afraid of people. Have you tried to trust? Anyone, even a stranger? Have you tried to admit that you've been wrong sometimes. Have you showed your feelings in public without thinking that effect it can cause among the witnesses? If not, what changes do you dream about? There is nobody to fight your fears except yourself. And by the way, take into account that analysing helps, but words don't.
Мист
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20:17 09-12-2006
Amberrr
You won't believe, but i've tried to do almost everything you've said. Except that thing 'bout feelngs in public. I think - nobody has rights to see my own feelings, my "insideness", besides those, who is allowed.

And i understood one thing - i'm afraid of people because of my fear of real life. When i get over it, it'll has to fade away.
LostParadise
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10:14 10-12-2006
Мист
Be yourself is a gift...And , i mean - weak is vulnerable.If you are vulnerable - you are weak.And be someone who ppl wanna see when you think that you are yourself as well - something different...And btw - be yourself for a long time almost imposible.Too painful.
Мист
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21:16 10-12-2006
Invisible Wound
You've said right things, boy-)
That has gone to my head too
Волжанин
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00:26 31-12-2006
Кильку положили в банку
Ей тепло и хорошо,
Только ты, ебёнаж матерь,
Места в жизни не нашёл.