ZeppLondon
16:26 18-04-2014
Прям дежавью какое-то. Чувствую себя вточности как в Декабре 2011-ого года. Точно так же хочется все бросить и убежать. Делаю глубокий вдох начинаю убеждать себя, что все нормально, что это лишь начальная фаза такая, но всякие ломплексы и страхи начинают выедать мозг и тогда уже все становится совсем хреново. Нервы на пределе, настроения никакого... Фигня какая-то..
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Jude
22:53 18-04-2014
it's always hard to start anew, even if this time you're not drastically changing professions. Give it a couple of weeks, allow yourself to go easy and maybe slowly on things that throw you off. I don't think anyone expects you to move mountains on day one
ZeppLondon
01:45 19-04-2014
Yes, I know. But it's always such a bummer when sometimes your brain refuses to cooperate with you the way you'd expect. Even the simplest tasks that are usually no brainers for you, get stuck on the half way and drain your energy just because of the non-familiar environment. And you know that it's just an adaptation phase, just a matter of time, but you panic sometimes regardless of realizing all above.
Anyway I pulled myself together today, stopped the pointless wanderings, explored the problem by dividing it into smaller pieces and solved it. So nothing imposuburu, just stupid complexes i guess.
Jude
11:40 19-04-2014
ZeppLondon
Panic attacks happen. You'll get things on track in a few weeks, don't worry. Adaptation's not the easiest of processes that we should go through every now and then, and trust me, everyone has similar issues, so it's absolutely understandable. I'm sure you're doing a lot better than you think you are
ZeppLondon
11:43 19-04-2014
Thanks a lot.