Guess, i`m returning to my old life somewhat - and I like that. Not sleeping nights, having all kinds of thoughts, doing all sorts of stuff which includes writing works for the universities.
Not so bad, i guess. The only bad thing is that the university starts at nine am, now it`s half past four already...
Looking back on my short life I understand some things. I`ve made many mistakes, everything might have goone a lot better - or a lot worse, if to speak of that. BUT - I do not regret any single one of them. I want to regret badly sometimes, but what`s the point? If you can`t change something in your past - never regret that it happened. If you can - never regret it, go and change it.
A good credo, but sometimes hard to follow.
And another thing - the pain from things long gone still remains... And sometimes remains forever, although sometimes it seems to have vanished.

A post about nothing&everything - the very way the shape of things in my head is right now.