Нужно читать, слушая суперкомпозцию Макса (он же Ебимоль) Гербарий.

Herbaria of souls

New world without your mind, just emptiness of non-existence and presence of spirit that remembers… after death… or after life… who may know… nobody I guess… not me… not we are. Now, I’m here, in a place where I feel I belong…

I… I… don’t know…
What should I do next…?
Is that eternal rest?
Heaven?
Hell?
Who am I?
Where…
Where am I?
Show me the way…
I’ll follow

You can fly
You can imagine
You can do whatever you want
…But do you need this?

You can cry
You can spend your tears
You can laugh
… But is that what you found at least?

If there is nobody who can share your world…
Or there is…
I see… in me…


- Where am I? –
- It’s a dream –
- Who are you? –
- I’m your dream. I’m you –
- But… how can it be??? –
- Here, there can be everything… -
- So strange… -
- Here, it’s not, here, there is nothing strange… -
- In dream… –
- In dream that is real for you. Do you still recall what you had before? -
- I do… I had… Arghhhhh… -
- What is it? Remember it! Face it again! –
- No! –
- Yes, you must, to get rid of it! –


Death that we are waiting for in the misty mornings,
Still, with closed eyes and that never comes…

Fear of never ending gray days… days in shadows,
And fears that will come with new hopes

Light, that will never visit this home,
But darkness, that left it many years ago… just I left

Daydreaming… nights without dreams…
What will come next… I’m looking for an answer

Crawling on my knees, running with the winds through the worlds,
And staying at one place, hardly breathing…

Looking for something new…
But finding only rust…. rust… rust…

- I’m moving on touch, to find you… where are you? –
- I’m inside. Reached me? –
- I’m trying…
- No. That won’t do. Repeat after me… life, dead, life, dead… -
- Life. Dead, life, dead… what’s the essence of it? –
- You life and death of course, silly, mix it together, and you will reach meee!!!! –
- And we will be together? –
- Forever. I promise you that! Come!
- I will be with you soon –
- I’m waiting… always here for you –
- I’m coming… -


Fly to find.
Release yourself to be found.
Don’t live it all around…
And have no doubt…
No doubt in yourself…
No doubt in me…
No…
Doubt…
Ever…


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