I figured out how to describe it.
I feel traumatized.
Everything that I was doing was wrong.
What was done to me was also wrong.
Now I have a broken mind and a wired up heart.
It’s all hormonal, they say.
I am traumatized.
I am traumatized.
I need broken.
I feel wrong.
I feel not right.
I don’t feel good.
I am traumatized.
Please send me help and strength to get out of this feeling.
I want to be on the right way.