Your life has an objective. A goal that you have dedicated to obtain no matter what the cost. Regardless of what that mission is, or how often it changes, everything around you is focused on it and you will stop at nothing to fulfill your destiny. Your attitude and mood may change, but your selfish mindset is always the same. Only a few friends stay with you because of this and you probably have had some trouble in the past as a result as well. But none of that matters so long as you get what rightfully belongs to you. Nothing will stand in your way.