Funny. I read the notes at the bottom of the page and have a feeling that this was today's morning when I wrote this. This is really weird. Is it me, or is it everything else but me?

Morning was strange. I cannot remember anything. What I did or what I didn't do. I just remember that I got up at about 1.40. Then it is like time cut off my life. Maybe it is because I so much did nothing this morning?

No, I remember speaking at the phone. I remember what I had for breakfast. I remember taking a shower and whatching tv after that. I remember going to the shop. Fuck, did I really so much do nothing? Nothing I can firmly remember for a few hours? or it is juct that I can't remember what I do? Is it my memory, or is it lack of interest? Or is it just a blackout? Or is it just called becoming an adult, when it is already so much that had happenedened to you that you don't remember anything that happens to you now?