Chapter 1 - done.

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I feel pretty calm with spiders nearby.
One of them living near my bed for a last two months. There it is, right below. Whatsup, man?
And I'm totally cool about it. For some reason I dont even want to kill it. Like whatewer buddy, just dont LAY EGGS IN MY EYES WHEN IM SLEEPING, and it will be aaaalwrighty between us.

"Похоже Англия собирается начать выдавать наших олигархов. Дня начала, суд Великобритании принял - что условия в наших тюрьмах не так уж и плохи." (с)

Theres another kinga stupid thing, when people say: "Family is the most important part of my life".

Well, I understand them on emotional level. I understand what they mean.
But when they _actually_ using this principe - its only working while things goes relatively well.

People, just try to understand simple thing - most important part of your life is to keep yourself sane. Or, if you dont like this word - keep yourself adequate.
And only after this - goes family, wealth, money, work, education, ets.

It's actually not so easy - to keep yourself at proper level of adequacy. Theres certain amount of pressure, stress you can withstand, and most important part of your life - not to fall below that level.
And to keep it, different people need different things, but probably you need some future prospects in your life, you probably need some stable work, stable and comfort place to live, you probably need some normal communication with people around, you probably need some hobby or some way to let off steam, some freedom, some spare time, ets.
It's actually not a small part of your life. Not anyone can archieve this.

And if family (or anything) taking too much of this things from you: in exchange theyr just get insane not adequate version of you. Will it be better for anyone?
Obviously - no.

So: Keeping yourself sane and adequate - that is the most important part of your life.
And thats really big part.
All other things, and family too - goes next.

For some strange reason - reading complaining blog posts.
Usually its about "balance" in relationship.
And usually "balance" mean: "Am I get enough?", "Are my prices good?", "Can I levelup my price somehow to get more things?"

And I think its wrong on the most deep basic level.
I think its like putting things upside down.

I mean, if you wanna get someting from another person - I guess it's better do outside relationship. You can agree about sertain things with anyone, doesnt matter how you feel about him. Even if you hate him - you still can get some reasonable agreement. I mean, its just a question of logic and sanity, adequacy of all partners. It's an consumer way. And its nothing bad when you just trade things with other people.

But when you get to any relationship territory - it's not question how do you get something out of it. Its a question, how to spend something. Some time, some work. So only ecological way of starting any relatioship - is when you have some spare part of your life and just want to throw it away best way possible. And not the best way for you, but best way for another person.
And I mean - for nothing. Well, may be youll get something out of it, but if you dont - thats not a problem, because that was not the reason why you did it.

So theres no such thing as "balance". At all. You wanted to throw away some part of your life and you did it. You succesfully did what you wanted. It's win-win at any possible circumstances.

And, I repeat, if you want to get something - just use fucking simple agreements. Even with same person your in relationship with. Just do it outside of relationship. Dont use relationship as a prise or part in agreement. Didnt you have something else you can trade? Just get something else, and use it.
And if you dont have something else - just dont start trading at all.
Because when you trading with things that you dont have (hint: relationship - is not your property) - its called cheating. Blackmail, racket.
And theres nothing good when you doing these things.

как вообще кто-то старше двенадцати лет может делать ошибки в "тся", "ться". ну то есть это нужно нерусским быть каким-то.

меня это не раздражает, но выглядит так, будто идёшь по улице, а навстречу человек с резиновыми ушами трусами на голове поверх трико штанов
мягко говоря - странно

I became pro at shawarma type sandviches

- Good day, mr. Palonin.
- No need for formalities. Just call me Shawarmyan.

And I dont even know - why I made usual stuff before?
Its so much more easy just to take all the crap, and roll it like a boss.

p.s. I guess its better to tranlstate all the tags. now its just ridiculous